She was a beautiful disaster
And she wondered if anyone noticed
How nervous she was feeling
Or the way her hair fell over her face
Because she always wanted to hide
She was a beautiful disaster
So she apologized
For every spilled word
And every uninvited touch
She thought to herself that no one could feel her there
She was a beautiful disaster
And she felt everything
And it hurt her to know
That she would still feel empty
At the end of the day
She was a beautiful disaster
And she wondered if anybody cared
About the way she moved to the music
Or how beautiful her words were
When they weren't stumbling over themselves
She was a beautiful disaster
With no sense of herself
And she blamed herself
For everything that when wrong
When she was around
She was a beautiful disaster
And she wondered if anyone noticed
When she was gone
But she couldn't stop herself
From disappearing
She was a beautiful disaster
But when she was alone
She didn't feel so beautiful
And she didn't believe anyone would notice
When she left for the last time.
